From this side of the fence

I survived the ultimate mosh fest! The bands were psycho, the crowd was psycho.. Perfect combination! Its kinda hard to describe with words alone, but I'll upload pics of the gig as soon as i'm allowed to post them :D

Btw, something awesome is happening today. Once again, i shall leave u all in the dark until further notice. I'm such a bitch, i know.

UNRELATED RANT:

1) I may be naive, but i'm certainly not dumb. I see through your agendas and every move you make is more or less predictable by now. I know you're trying to get under my skin, mess up my equillibrium. Not sure why yet, but this must be some manipulative psycho-bitch thing. While i naturally choose not to give a fuck, don't push it. Seriously. Cz i dont forgive eassy and i don't forget either. i can be a manipulative psycho-bitch too.

2) I never thought i'd say this, not in a million years. But fuckin hell, i miss you. From the music, to pictures, the places, food, even random strangers; they all remind me of you. 5 mins ago, i typed out "Bored... Juh pondan-hunting!" on my phone, knowing that you'd call me gila and tell me go to bed instead. Then, i remembered I was out of credit. So much for the afterglow kan?

3) I wish you'd just understand me for once. I love it. Always have, always will and more than anything else in the world. I've never asked you for much. Every single piece of equipment i own, i bought with my own cash. Every single cent that goes to my jamming belongs to me. I earned it. So whether you like it or not, music is a huge part of me and attempting to snuff it out will only make me want it even more. I know you just want what's best. But who, what, where and how is irrelevant to me. Cz as long as i'm doing what i love, i'm happy.